a word from a real shut-in 17 y/o loser

Hi, the subject may make you think, 'is this bitch mentally fucked up?'....yes...LOL.

I am 17 years old, a senior this year, and a recluse/hikikomori/shut-in/NEET etc etc...

I've been like this since I was 14 when the pandemic started to be exact, I've always been introverted, shy, have social anxiety, and a bit of a weirdo due to my ADHD. I have always begged my mom to homeschool me due to issues at school and people. So then, when the pandemic started we've done online school and now around 2022, it was lifted and everyone went back to 'normal'. Everyone but me in my social circle. Ive been cutting the connection with irls slowly until now, when I have no more friends irl. Ive grown to live on the internet, live in my room, rarely leaving the house unless I'm forced to by my mom. I spend my time on social media, 4chan and other platforms as well. 

A word of advice, DO NOT DO WHAT I DID.

Enjoy your teen years to the fullest even if it's hard, be around people who genuinely like and care for you, and surround yourself with people that you know you can trust and have great times with. You might think that maybe you just want to ghost everyone, stay inside, over people...but it will pass. I do have a few friends but are mostly online, they are the only reason why I'm able to literally have any form of connection with people who aren't my immediate family members.

Being a recluse is fun in the start but once you grow up and realize, its not fun and its not healthy. I wish I could go back in time and stop myself before I got to this point.

Live your life to the fullest like its your last day.

Love yourself, especially.  

This has been, Vussie your favorite NEET on the interwebs.