Vent

August 6th 11:15pm-11:20pm

Dear diary, I feel hopeless all the time and I dunno what I should do because my depression seems to be getting worse and worse day by day and I'm losing my mind but luckily I have my friends who support me and are trying to help me getting better with my depression... It sucks I wished I never had depression I wished for depression because I felt sad that my friends were going through it so I want to go through it and now it made me this way a way I never felt before and I wished it disappear but it's not gonna and ever will get better I dunno what to do now and I feel like I'm worthless and don't deserve to have amazing friends and other things I wished I wasn't like this I hate this pls let me rest for this long long journey

Grayson -