Journal Entry #60: 08/06/23 - Things Will Never Be The Same Again

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Well, this is it. I'm moving out to my dorm for college tomorrow. I'm excited, but at the same time, really scared. I'm excited because I get to decorate and whole new (side of a) room and be on my own. However, I'm nervous because I don't know what to do.

They say that your room is the closest thing to a physical representation of your mind. Well, I'll be leaving my current one tomorrow morning, and creating a new one elsewhere. Most of my stuff is packed, but some things I need to use tonight and therefore won't be able to pack them up till tomorrow. It will take us a while to get to my university, so we have to leave early.

Right now, I want to say good night to some things for a while:

Good night, Scott Pilgrim books. Good night, Earth flag. Good night, CDs I didn't feel like bringing. Good night yellow blanket. Good night, Atlantis DVD. Good night bedframe. Good night room.

Okay, that's better. 

Move-in will be stressful, but it won't even be the most stressful day of the year! Ugh. Oh, and my card got closed because fraud was detected, so I'll be out of a debit card for at least a week :/ 

I have a question though, what am I supposed to do once I get on campus and my family leaves? There will be some things to do before classes start but won't be sufficient to fill up my day. Do I just walk around? Sit in one of the buildings? Shop? Explore? I don't know. Freedom is great until you don't know what to do. 

Anyway, I wish myself a smooth and peaceful move-in. I also wish for a healthy rebirth of myself and my identity.

Boa noite,

AstraGenesis *ੈ✩‧₊˚

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