small update

hi guys, jeordie here. I just wanted to give a little update on my personal life. I haven't been active on here but I have been trying my best to check in on everyone anyways ^_^ that being said, I'm starting senior year of high-school in a few weeks and I've been working towards getting my ID so I can start working. my birthday is in two days but I don't feel excited. it's just another day but it's more than that to me; I just can't feel it ig

I've also been in a really dark place mentally. it might be because of my cycle but tbh it's not that bad. I have to walk on eggshells because I'm so prone to being set off by the smallest thing (today it was finding out that one of my childhood youtubers commited). I just. idk. it's hard and finding the motivation to get up in the morning is getting harder to aquire.