Diary August 4 2023

Today I didn’t do too much, made some food, chicken and rice basically, then made some more food(a soup in a crockpot) i mean i also worked out and I actually ended up playing some games with a friend (even though they were super duper late because even though they said five minutes they apparently meant like two hours xD) uhhh yeah. Communication with my gf is even slower than usual so that kinda bums me out. I mean some online bpd princess type friend think i should dump her but I really like her so idk, just feel down thinking about it. It’s not sustainable. God im pathetic like i swear if she gave me even a portion of the time of day she did when we first started talking, as friends, i would go rabid. Bleugh