an 8 month update

Hey, bruce here !

it's been a minute, sorry about that. Gonna try to update this every once in a while, and post more outfits! 

if im being honest the reason its been so long is because one day it logged me out and i forgot my password, so i just didnt try for like 8 months LOL. Tonight I just randomly thought about it and remembered how much fun this site was so here I am.

In the past 8 months I've been doing a LOT. Me and my best friends toured our dream college the other day, made me even more excited to go. Really really hope I get in. It's a private music school and I'm not sure I'm talented enough to get in, but I'm really gonna try. I've been seeing a new psychiatrist and she's puttin me on new meds. I went from Lexapro to Zoloft so we'll see how that goes. My therapist has a sneaking suspicion I might be bipolar but its only a suspicion right now. I'm still struggling with stuff, but honestly I'm doing quite a bit better. My last actual blog was a manic rant about love. There are some cute parts in it, but it really is pretentious reading back through it. Sorry about that lol. 

I'm still trans, I still go by they them, I still havent told my parents. My plan is to tell them when I move out so I dont have to hear them whine and cry about it. 

Love still means a lot to me. I try to love life and everyone around me as hard as I can. Working on loving myself. its a journey or smth like that. 

I love music sm please please PLEASE recommend me your favorite song(s) rn if you're reading this

I guess thats rlly all. I'll try to post more outfits and art and stuff! Thank you if you read this!