Would You Look At This….

It’s November 13th 2021 and this is my first blog post in years….the last blog post I made I was still talking to friends and half my family didn’t hate me….man where does the time go? Also I didn’t own a house…wasn’t married….and also didn’t think in a million years I would want to be a father….yet here I am! I think I would make a cool dad I suppose…I go out into the world and watch other dudes play dad and I think I could do better….so let’s see where this leads I suppose….also I wanna get back to the stage in some form or another….theater or getting back into stand-up…I suppose I’m ready for stand-up I hate myself bad enough and I have since the last blog I made thought of killing my self at least three more times since so I think my brain is ready to be honest….I’ve got a few bits in my head I just wish I had someone to bounce my ideas off of….I wish I was a better friend…I don’t feel like I am and I need to change that….well that’s enough run off sentences for today I’ll catch ya down the road! Go forth and Die.