summer...

i wanna like summer, i want the warmth of the sun to soothe me rather than irritate me, but i find the oversaturation sunlight brings is as painful as it is enlightening, the heat is a hinderance and a roadblock, i dont wanna do anything if i feel like im burning, i like the idea of summer, but im much more someone who enjoys the feeling of needing a jacket, or occasionally shivering to a gust of autumn wind...