Quitting Bad Habits #2

TW SENSITIVE TOPICS , SH , EATING

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i've been doing pretty well with my whole quitting self harm thing , and i've actually been doing a good job.

until yesterday.

my food sensitivity has been really bad as of lately , but i've been trying to push through.

it hasn't been working at all. i should have eased myself into eating better instead of throwing myself into it. but i couldn't have done that huh. i just ALWAYS HAVE TO MAKE EVERYTHING SO DIFFICULT FOR MYSELF BECAUSE IM LIKE THAT.

and i got upset, so i 

*drumroll please*

relapsed!!!! i know!!!!!!!! so exciting!!!!

so now i have to start over. great. i took a shower this morning and it hurt like hell.

i hope you guys are doing okay. wish me luck

<3