Lonely

I want a girlfriend. At the same time i don't want a girlfriend. Seeing everyone having fun, going on date, riding bike together, eating ice cream together, dancing together made me think that I am lonely. So I want to have a girlfriend 🙃. But It kinda peaceful not having to talk to someone and just listening music and playing games. So I don't want a girlfriend. So I have a best solution let the fate decided and just live my life.