exhausted (TToTT)

my legs have been hurting every day lately, especially my knees. ibuprofen sometimes helps, but i forget to take it a lot and i worry about it messing up my stomach. (more than it already is, i mean, lol)

i feel bad about just sitting in bed all day, but it hurts to exist and half the time i just want to go back to sleep. i have a wheelchair and have been looking for a job, but it's hard finding positions that would actually be able to accommodate for that. im probably gonna have to go back to a shitty retail job :(