oh, darling, i know what you're going through.

i don't usually "update" on here. maybe i'll start. who knows. 

im home now. it is still the worst. no food, no hot water, i can barely walk through the house. nothings really changed. 

no one talks to us anymore, its pretty lonely. we've been selling all our things. i think our guitar is next. im not sure.

on a more positive note, i have been reading this book and its really interesting. its like a magazine to where you have to flip to different chapters to get the story, so at the end of each chapter it says "flip to chapter ___," which sounds confusing but i think it just adds to why i like the book so much. its different.