My least favorite word since ive focused on it

You know when you repeat saying a word until it's annoying you say it so much you could see it being spelt differently than you only feel it acceptable to spell it that way or you stop saying it all together because that's the closest thing to not thinking about it  

My least favorite word I mean I most hated word because it's not even the bottom of Favorites, I don't like it yknow?, it's "woman" when I say it all o hear is womain or woumon like you say it the right way but you see it the wrong way (I do) it makes me mad r but it makes me more upset because know that I've yet to find a word for it without replacing it but not using it I could just say "you" or "them" but 🙄 that's not the same thing! I saw this social movement trending one time but I don't think it's trending no more but somewhere they spelt it womyn and I kinda liked it it kinda made me realize yeah..! If you say it like womin like womyn your saying it right right? The way you read it is how it's sounding out to be ☺️ so I could say nevermind heheh but it's still my worst word guys it's because when I get to this point in my thought process I feel better but next time it's like the ocean already washed away the sand and I'm re reading this writing from the start... so you could say this is a book in my book shelf and next time I 'day dream' or 'stare into space' I pick up this book and start reading it agian because I still hate the word women