delusions and stuff

ugh  !! i keep having the weirdest delusions @_@ 

mostly paranoid, like usual, but man are they still weirder than some i've had in the past

i'm a person who's very good on knowing my hallucinations aren't real, and i can get myself out of delusions pretty easily, but i still keep having those back-of-the-mind thoughts that i'm being gangstalked ?? >_>

idk. i know i'm not, i haven't done anything that for real would get me tracked by the government, i know it's just a dumb little delusion , but i do still sleep with the lights on and my blinds closed :^|