hmmmm...sims?

Had a late breakfast, smoke, and considering playing some Sims! Made a couple new characters yesterday, and I might listen to music too. The song that popped up for me is My My by Seventeen and Love Me Like by Odd Eye Circle. Cool Kpop groups! Idk if I am using these blog entries right :( I really should do some chores :( I honestly feel like I am a child stuck in an adults body. Idk if that makes sense or not. It is so incredibly difficult to do chores, and I can only do about 10 minutes until I get so overwhelmed I start crying out of frustration. I don't understand why I can't act my own age. I have always felt like this honestly, but have only realized this at this point in my life. Hmmm maybe this is a mid life crisis? There are a lot of positive in my life also; this is the happiest I have felt in my life. I feel so incredibly grateful to have a partner that is patient and loving. Any whom, I guess I am just writing a diary. Still, I hope I am not embarrassing myself :(