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I realized i really gotta listen to myself & take things slow. i'm sex-repulsed and kept putting myself in stressful, sexual situations. i'm gonna just... back up... and let myself be and see what feelings stay by the end. i need peace in my body. this isn't the only area i want peace in
I'm gonna move to Seattle in a few months so i can leave Florida for good. i'm so, so excited. i think it's gonna be extremely good for me, though i'm not romanticizing that a move like that could make me immune to all human-ills and lows. i'm fantasizing about having those ills and lows in a place where i'm free to move, explore, engage....
If i find this in a few months, or a year, or something, i hope to G-d i read it over and get to tell myself "i'm here"
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·:*¨༺ ♱maddie·:*¨༺ ♱
you deserve to feel comfortable and safe in your skin and not repulsed. pls take time for yourself to relearn your body and you. i hope you'll have a good new start