sobbing for my nose piercing

hi, 

A while ago I took out my nose-piercing jewellery thing because I was wanting to disinfect it and stuff. silly little me decided to do this over a sink that would most definitely take my nose jewellery and never return it and it slipped out of my hands, falling into the hole, leaving me with tears and not a single reason to keep living. this was gold, so it was expensive, and i cried and i cried because I'm the kid that gets free school meals.

moving on, I tell my mother of this painful event and the only thing she can do is tell me that it doesn't matter and lets me know how annoying she finds me for crying so much. not a single comforting word comes from her, and I am left heartbroken because i have lost a gold nose stud, and my mothers love. 

I will never recover. Ever.

okay I've finished thinking for now, thank you for being here. no exclamation marks because I'm too heartbroken.

- Mimo