Untitled Song!!! (Referencing nothing gold can stay by robert frost)

sometimes i wish i smoked

so i could find a way to cope

just breathe it all in, hope not to choke

on these god awful smoky black lungs

sometimes i wish i drank

wake up to bottles and drawing blanks

take some Tylenol and thank

god that i'd forgotten for once

because im so happy

god im so happy

when im not so stuck in the past

when you and your friends

reminded me then 

that nothing thats golden can last

because im so happy

fuck im so happy

when i dont feel so deeply this way

when leaf turns to leaf

when my lungs sink to grief

when nothing gold can stay