"Fall Apart"

I can’t think because my mind is just a blank wall.

I can’t breathe because all of my thoughts are choking me now.

I can’t grieve because my soul is so lost.

I can’t leave because my younger self is holding me down.

Imagine a blade held up to your throat.

The thought alone will make you swallow your hope.

It’s getting too hard to cope, but I don’t know where I’ll go.
I can’t believe in peace when fear is all that I know.

I see red!

There is no light!

I want to flatline!

I’m ready to die!

As I look up to the sky, I feel nothing in my mind.

I’m lost and can’t be found, I don’t know why.

Goodbye.

Watch as I fall apart.

Would you forgive me if I told you that I learned to lie from you?

I’m so full of hate with no love to lose.

Would you deny it if I asked you just to tell the truth?

In the end, you have to decide what side to choose.

Imagine cold hands tearing your heart.

The thought alone would fully tear you apart.

I already wish it would end, my life is just at the start.

So in the end, my soul will end up empty and dark.

I see red!

There is no light!

I want to flatline!

I’m ready to die!

As I look up to the sky, I feel nothing in my mind.

I’m lost and can’t be found, I don’t know why.

Goodbye.

I see red!

There is no light!

I want to flatline!

I’m ready to die!

But if I don’t fight, then I’ll be buried alive!

I want to feel anything.

I know that you think you can’t be wrong.

One day, we’ll all be gone.

I don’t know what this means.

But if I know anything, it’s that we’ll all be gone.

As I look up to the sky, I feel nothing in my mind.

I’m lost and can’t be found, I don’t know why.

Goodbye.