nothing has been more serious than ever in my mood.

can i just disappear from the world,what a shit person i am,i am so sorry for what did i do it to you,

i just I wanted you,but i did it in the wrong way doing shit idk why i did it,i am so sorry,maybe we will talk a day?

i don't think so,you're life it's good you are having a happy time with family and friends,it's only me that can't get over.

maybe if we talked before?

but idk it feelt so rough to talk to you so i did a thing that didn't makes sense at the time.

i will never find a one better than you.

you were my frist love,my frist everything,and i just can't forget you in any way.

you are on my mouth everytime,in every sentence i make with my friends.

and i know you don't like the fact that i continue speaking about you.

but even if you hate me,i will always love you more.

in the end i win.

just remember me in the right way.

remember all the memories we had,all the time we spend together,all the fight we had,the sleepover we did,the little kisses on the family reunions.

that one 7th june that i ican't fucking  forget.

my grampa still ask where are you everyday.

i perfectly know that it's too late,you will never read this pice of shit writed on fucking myspace but i don't find myself on writing to you on wh or ig.

that charger i will never forget.

thunderstruck playing in the background when we were eating.

that frist kiss with the science book.

i always loved you from day 1 and i still think i do even tho i will never show it to you because I don't even look at your face beceouse i feel like a shit.