24/07/23 -Hi sillies-

Hi, I have just been doing random stuff lately but I want to make an update soo badd about my life..‧₊˚ ☁️⋅♡𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ☾.

I have been working hard everyday. I don't know if I have ever mentioned it before but I have a part time job as a "home nurse"? or caretaker?.. I mostly work with old people in their homes. The pay could be better but it's really not that bad, I'm a student anyway so what do I even need (except to pay rent ;_;).. 

All the patients are really lovely, I haven't had any problems with anyone! I feel like I'm pretty good in this job! And the grandmas might like me actually???? I have two friends in the same field working less hours and they have been hit by the patients??! and talk about:  "Just ignore them if they get angry or start complaining"  but I don't do that because I have never had a problem with anyone?? Also just giving a little reassurance to the old people that their feelings and experiences are valid.. Oh boy do you find out how mistreated old people are by nurses and doctors?!?!!? I feel kinda bad that I have to transfer elsewhere to work since I'm moving..

I maybe need to get more into detail in some other blog about this..

KINDA RELATED STORYTIME:

 So I was working one day and drinking coffee with this one super nice older woman, when I look out of her window because I see someone moving outside, and O M G...  It was a friend of mine I  met like a year or two back and when I changed to a Boarding School and didn't hang out in our hometown anymore I stopped meeting with him.. And pretty much talking to him as well..

I had heard he had moved somewhere in our town but I had neverrr even been to his parents house where he lived so it was sooo weird to see him just there!! After like a half a year without any contact..

I HAD TO GO SAY HI!!.. So when my shift ended I called him and said like "Hey I'm outside your house! It's raining come here!" He was obviously so confused but he was happy to see me again and he had got a small puppy like a few months ago!!!    

He had apparently been pretty lonely after moving out of his parents house.. His other friends couldn't meet with him for whatever reasons.. I was really happy to see him tho..   (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶).    

I was also happy our friendship continued pretty normally.. the last time we saw each other was kinda.. weird?? like he had just broken up with his girlfriend during our friendship and there started to be this weird vibe/ tension???? between me and him that I didn't really feel comfortable with back then.. And kinda distanced myself from him..

But he now has a new girlfriend and is soon going to university and that's super great for him and actually now that I work so often next to his apartment we see like each other every other dayy!! And even in the weekends he comes to see me and our dogs get along pretty well so we have playdates for them lol.

We have done other stuff as well like sometimes we sit in this? rink?? thing that is used for ice skating in the winter and for random ball games in the summer??? It has fake grass so it's comfortable to spend time there!

Also we wen't to the beach and made a campfire which was pretty hard because it was so damn windy.. but it was fun in the end and we also saw a Swan there.

We wen't to another beach next to my house (I live like soooo close to the ocean) to see if the rocks we had stacked there when we first met were still intact, and they were! Same evening we decided to go inside this abandoned house in the woods next to the road that leads to the rock-beach, because we had never been there before.. I didn't have my phone with me and we had to use his phone flashlight and I kept joking "If we see a dead body you will have to call the police!"  There was no dead body tho. But some cool stuff left behind and cool rooms and so so many of those framed, 1000 piece puzzle games.

It has been really fun with him but actually... The day we made the campfire I kinda felt that weird vibe between us is still there, and has been since that day... I can't really do anything about it?? It's so subtle like random little thing that just exists but I CANNOT not notice it.. I swear I'm not insane but huhhhh?? 

Well anyway!

I have been "participating" in this years artfight, I don't have much to say about it I literally submitted two oc's, ONE attack and dipped.

Also I'm moving like NEXT WEEK AHHHHH it's so close!!

I have been editing my moving day vlog but it feels super embarrassing to post?? Good thing it's not ready yet so I have time to think about it a lot.. I always wanted to make vlogs but I need to start enjoying life more and stop thinking everything I do is "cringe".

One week left in my current workplace and then it's moving time!!! ⋆｡°✩