Blink and you’ll miss it

Lately I’ve been enjoying my life a lot and not trying to be edgy or anything it’s been weird to feel so happy all the time. I have my own limits and feeling and know how I should be treated and I feel loved and joyful and it’s what I’ve always wanted. 

I find myself thinking “I wish I had this when I was younger” which makes me sad and makes me remember how short living is but idk… something about it has just been wonderful. Truly a reason for me to live. 

I went outside today, we went to a Mexican restaurant and I got AMAZING shrimp tacos! Then went with my friends to Frankie’s. We rode a ride that spun and went upside down, we were high, we just enjoyed everything so much. It was great and I loved it. It was both chill and impactful.

After frankies we went to the park. It was raining but we enjoyed it. It I could barely see in the rain while I was driving to the park but still it was super fun. We were literally soaking wet. It was a forest park thing so we were walking around in a trail. It was awesome. I picked up a frog for the first time! I’ve never even seen a frog irl before today! I was literally so happy!

It was raining to hard for us to keep walking, the paths of the forest started to flood so after I stopped putting a knife to my friends neck (where weird and she was ok with it) we walked back to the car. Smoked some more. Went to Zaxby’s and yeah.

We waited for like 15 minutes for my car to defog and found out I had to turn the car on for it to do that💀 embarrassing but nobody noticed. Then I took my friend home, and then my other friend. She said I can come over anytime and just hang out :3 came back home and smiled at my phone because my favorite guy (🗝️) texted me. (🍰) also texted me but idk.. not the person I thought he’d be.. it’s ti eairly to really say though so whatever. 

Great day over all. 9/10