My name

My mom once told me if I had been born later, she would've named me Alice, (like from twilight, since I was already named after a tv show character) and I think about it a lot, it would've been awful because that would've made Alice my dead name, and I would've have ever liked Alice in wonderland. But at the same time on some level I really connect to the name Alice, I feel like if I was a girl, my name would be Alice.