Diary july 22 2023

My dad’s friends finally left, I didn’t really mind sleeping on the air mattress my main thing was that we just kept going out to eat like yuck i dont want fast food im so over gaining a bunch of weight on this vacation it’s ridiculous. I had this whole fried fish thing that was pretty neat and some doughnuts with my morning coffee. Did a buncb of snacking too ive just been so hungry lately for some reason. My gf went over rot a friends place last night i mean that’s what friends do i guess but i hate how jealous it made me :( idk i dont think she would really cheat on me but i also want to make sure the boundaries are clear that we are like actually dating and exclusive yanno? Or at least that we aren’t exclusive i mean i could deal with that i get it we’re far away from each other i mean even i would act accordingly if that was the case i just hate things being uncertain:/ anyway yeah my shins started hurting really bad again but i got my walk in and i also went swimming so that should hopefully cancel out my bad eating decisions at least a lit