things emilio murkmere said that i kinda relate to (mentally ill)

4 UR INFO I WROTE THIS DURING THE SUMMER WHEN I WAS WITH MY EX AND I MADE MYSELF BELIEVE I WAS A SADIST 4 HIM (long story) anyhoot read @ ur own cost ig

cw: violence & some fuckin weirdo worshipping some random ill german teen

He isn't like everyone else. He isn't whorish like them. He isn't stupid like them. He isn't shallow like them. He's fragile, he's strong, he's kind, he's cruel, he's attentive, he's small, he's powerful, he's clean, he's filthy, he's strange and lovely!

He isn't fake like them. He's pure, he's naive, he's untouched by the idiotic ideals of our generation!

He's thoughtful, he's ignorant, he's withholding, he's generous, he's an enigma yet so transparent and yet unpredictable!

He is everything that makes up a true human being uninfluenced by the internet and media! He has seen hardships- I see it in his eyes! He is a beautiful specimen and so delicate yet so dangerous it makes my heart flutter wildly in my chest! The incredible things he must be capable of! He is a wonderful realm of unexplored potential! He is the wonderland to my sweet Alice! 

He is perfect.

- emilio murkmere : no idea what episode but probably somewhere during season 2

*talking about tobias killing someone*

I wish i could have watched.

I can imagine just how it happened... The look that must have been on Tobias's face. As he grabbed that boy by the neck with those beautiful hands of his...

And squeezed.

I want to feel them again... I want to feel them so badly...

I want them to leave bruises so i could look in the mirror and see the marks for days to come..! I want him to take my breath away!

- emilio during one of the halloween episodes i think. he threw up shortly after due to running. i think.

(xtra/adding what he said after that)

That man, that man, who was that man?!

His expression was just like Tobias's... Something about his face... Looked so much like him... Wasn't it the man who got him from school? No...

But that man must've been related to him! Is his whole family odd?!

Such a strange and wonderful boy! I have to learn more about him! I have to! His secrets are safe withe me!

He killed someone! He killed him! He's so...! 

Amazing!

(then he just screams after this)