This Is What You Wanted

In a world of affection, unwanted attention,

A girl yearns for solace, seeking redemption.

She ponders why others find her worthy, desirable,

Longing to return to feeling invisible.

But as hearts are drawn to her radiant light,

She struggles with the burden of causing delight.

The pain she feels in rejecting those who care,

Leaves her questioning her worth, lost in despair.

Her heart whispers secrets of hidden sorrow,

Yearning for a life where she can truly borrow,

The peace and tranquility that eludes her grasp,

Where being a "loser" is not an arduous task.

Yet in this turmoil, she must find her own way,

To navigate the intricacies of each passing day.