Dear Diary,
Today SUCKED!!!!!!! Rain, thunder, fear, my dog ripping the curtians, it just sucked. Tomorrow is ass too, I have to go to the doctors. Which means I need to go on the weight scale (for context; I'm overweight and I HATE weighing myself because most of the time, our mom watches us and makes us feel bad by saying "Why can't you eat less?" ect. knowing full well I have a problem with binge eating and uncontrolable eating, so I'm worried she'll do it all over again and tell everyone in the family and I'll just keep hearing about my weight) and tell the doctor my weight. I am not happy and honestly I fucking hope these needles I'm getting will be worth it (context again; Our mom is trying to get these like needle things that people with diabetese use (I am not diabetic btw) and if ppl without it use them, their appetite lowers so she's getting it to hopefully lowermy appetite). So yea, today and tomorrow aren't looking good but oh well, fuck it we ball! Anyways bye bye for now :]
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