vacatioooons

i am going on vacations in two days! 

i feel excited but a little bit scared/anxious :(( i have relapsed on my depression lately, summer's been hard since forever. plus i'm short on antidepressant, i am afraid to run out of them during those weeks. but i try to see on the bright side! i will see my grandma that i love so much, i miss her <3 my dad allowed me to bring my yoga rug too, so i'll try to do sport at least 15 minutes per days, it will make me physically tired, which make my mind focus on others things than my own thoughts. 

the thing i look forward too the most is the beach. even tho i know it will rain most of the time, as soon as the weather's great i'll head outside and enjoy the hot sand and salty water of the sea!! i can't wait to wear my cute banana moon bikini and take a lot of pictures for my instagram and pinterest!! 

kiss kiss 

too bad i can't bring my cat :/