my prom

so today i had my prom. I was ready way to soon like 6 hours before the prom even started. As my date i took my girlfriend. She was so cute she even wore matching clothes to my blue dress. But i need to tell you something else. After i got my school report i went to the toilet to fix my false lashes. When i was ready with fixing them i started crying cause i was so relieved. Cause school wasnt allways easy for me. I have social anxiety even if i dont show it much im verry scared of people i dont know. So in 8th grade i didnt really go to school. Thats the reason i needed to change school. I changed to a middel school in my home town. Everybody already knew stuff about me on my first day cause i had a lots of friends in my home town. (IK it dosent fit with the social anxiety thing but for me its not hard to talk to people my friends know. Cause i know my friends really well they wouldnt introduce me to people who could be mean to me so yeah.) So they didnt really like me that much cause i was hanging eith the "weirdos" but i didnt really care. After some time i found one friend in my class but she was kind of a troublemaker. I started to skipp school with her and stuff like that. My grades dropped really down and i got in very much trouble. But god thanks that girl moved away in the middel of the school year. I stoped skipping school and wanted to make a good graduation. The thing is nearly nobody believed i would make it because i did have really bad grades. So i started learning very much. I worked my ass of. Sometimes i didnt sleep for two days so i could learn enough. I mean i dont have the best graduation but i actually did it. Im verry proud of myself. It feels good to dont have that pressure anymore. And actually is my profile picture a picture of my prom. At the end of the day it was a really beautiful day i got to spend with my parents and my girlfriend.

seli<3

p.s: im gonna be more active now and there are going to come more blog entries.