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Got grounded for a month, so im back now I guess idk. I don't really have anything to do on here so I was kinda stalling getting on the site until I was customizing my Everskies page and typed in sp to go to Spotify but ended up on Spacehey.

Got grounded since I was late to school like everyday and was skipping XP. Got sent to my dads house in Jersey, got my devices taken away (thankfully my dad isn't that strict so he still kinda let me use it), wasn't allowed to hang out with friends and had to be at my dads workplace everyday by 4 (I get out of school at 3:20pm. My school is around 125th and his workplace was all the way in 3rd ave =_=), got my sweet 16 cancelled, and im being threatened to get sent back to Dominican Republic if I fuck up, soooooo... Idk dude.

Plan on flying back to DR because were going to visit family for the summer. Mom says were going to do a lot while were there but I doubt it. Idk she might deliver on her promises this time. Usually in DR I just rot in my room since ain't shit else to do. Also heard it's really hot this year to the point where she's telling me I can't buy certain clothing because it's far too hot to wear over there and to buy it later in the year. (Thats how you know it's hot as fucking balls dude.)

Barely passed this year since I kinda just gave up for a min and stopped caring idk. (Didn't get summer school doe ahahaaaa.) Although I do plan on getting back on track since Junior year is the most important year.

I don't know what I'll do when I graduate. (TW) Didn't think i'd live this long tbh but Im glad Im doing better. I got back into cosplay and I enjoy making wigs. Might just do what my mom did and go to school for hair. I have multiple routes in mind. When I was little I wanted to pursue art as a career, but after going to art school for a year that passion kinda died down. (I really didn't like my art teacher.) Tattoos, which is something I've had in mind for a while, is a choice however, I don't really know how to do anything other than character design. Plus my passion for art isn't as strong as it used to be anymore. Of course I want to learn more about art and practice my craft. However, the passion isn't there anymore.

I go to a school meant for the performing arts however I don't have many opportunities. I joined the school in the middle of Sophomore year after I left school in DR after getting depressed again or some shit. Idk dude I was just miserable in that school. Anyways, it's not like im a dance major, or a theater major. Im a vocal major, who does have a love for music. However, I know jack shit about music theory, and im not passionate enough about music creation to teach myself at the moment. Maybe in the future. Lowkey just wanna see where the world takes me dude. I don't have much of a passion for anything to go to college for it. I have 5 choices in mind right now. 

1. Fashion

2. Hair (Or makeup)

3. Business (Just to get that bag tbh or to make a business of something im passionate about.)

4. Law (Cuz I like analyzing shit and idk dude for the money tbh)

5. The military (AS A LAST RESORT. LIKE IM IN THE FUCKING TRENCHES TYPA RESORT.)

Idk man. Let's see how life goes. I have an interest in wigs and enjoy making them and styling so it would be quite swell to make a business from it. Maybe a good plan would be to get a degree in business first and get a steady job, then proceeding to use the things I know to make a small business to make extra money. If it takes off then making it my main job would be nice. Getting multiple degrees sounds like a good idea. Not just in things im interested in but also degrees in things that could be useful. Maybe a degree in business, cosmetology, and an extra one I haven't decided on yet. Im probably too lazy to do all that. But I wanna be prepared y'know. I don't wanna be like my mom (no offense mom). Just something that could provide for me and get me connections and the things I need.

Idk dude. I haven't done my research on colleges yet so I don't know which ones would be best to apply to. I only got one in mind and its a CUNY called F.I.T. Idk man.

I haven't started Junior year yet. Maybe It's something I could talk over with my friends or teachers. Not really a thing I could talk about to my parents since they'll just tell me to be a doctor, lawyer, or teacher. (Y'know how immigrant parents are.) NGL wish I learned more career paths that I could be interested in since idk wtf im doing man. Just tryna get to tomorrow y'know.

Anyways. I don't have much to say tbh soooo... peace!