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spaceheys blog feature feels like a good vehicle for my writing up all the good things. because i need a place to speak into the void thats less... less all around than tumblr, that's still semi obscure, and locked up like fort knox, and a blog, because blogs are in. i used to write all my diary entries on substack, which became such a cesspool for me so fast. i was like oh this is so cutsie i love surfing the web and then somewhere along the line i guess i decided i would only write on there when i was in one of the worse states a girl like me could be in, like when i was a slug that left a trail of slime behind me where i walked. and then i realised i disliked the idea of all the records of my existence from the ages of 12 to 19 being kind of borderline schizo. so if tossing all my old diaries into a volcano stops being an option, i want there to be records of my good days too. my old substack lives on, my digital footprint, and i have a clean slate of sane posting here.

i had a real ball the last couple of days, this has been one of the more special summers of all time methinks. on tues. me and my girlfriend and some of our friends woke up at like 5 in the morning to go herpin ! herp herp hooray ! that's when u go lookin for snakes and reptiles to wrangle. in practice, this was us trudgin through a state park, and flipping all the rocks we could. to no avail. no snakes to be found. we did see a snappin turtle though ! from a safe distance. those things are fucked up like actual kaijuu monsters come to life. and some deer too, which are so so common i should be desensitised but i still feel such genuine emotion spilling fourth from me when i see them. like i had to go home and write like a sincere poem based on the strength of said emotion it was sickening. all in all it was worth it, i am pink with sunburn and bug bites and there were no snakes but it was still worthwhile. 

and then on the ride home her car like malfunctioned ? the check engine light came on but the guys from jiffy lube said it was fine, and then when she tried to leave my house later we had ended up having to jumpstart it to take it to the shop. long story short it was all good, she paid for the parts and it was all fixed up. it was a terrible ordeal but some external force saved us i guess... blessed be. we came back to my house and had homecooked supper and watched mystery science theater and napped and all was well in the world.

on wed. we had a big road trip to the bowling alley ! i have zero coordination or spacial reasoning so i was crushed but it was still a real treat. and then we gamed. i <3 stupid ticketed arcade games especially when said arcade is in like, a shack, like this one is. we wanted to pool all our winnings together for this plush mouse, the big prize, but we had like half of the funds we needed we're gonna come back soon and keep playing skeeball until he's ours <3