gonna be THAT girl for the next 6 months

the body has to be stronger than the mind and i think i actually get this now. that when my tongue aches for the tenth bite past full or my body curls back into the warmth of my blanket its for me and my mind to come together and pull them up. and holy f!ck if exercising isnt sometimes the most painful thing ever but i have already been put though pain much worse from others and myself physically mentally and emotionally that i blame all my sh!tty parts on so i think that i can definitely put my self through a few months of pain and hardwork that would ultimately work out to be in my best interest