megan's musings (07/17/2023)

• vampire by olivia rodrigo. call me basic but THAT BRIDGE? you can't love ANYBODY cuz that would mean you had a HEART? she's spittin.
• i took a TB test and it looks like there's a weird rash? please god i don't deserve this! i am NOT ur strongest soldier!
• currently thinking about my future and i get caught up in my daydreams they are starting to turn into delusions...i can fixate on the worst possible solution for hours and it's not healthy
• for someone who is a self-proclaimed overthinker, the assumptions and conclusions i can make are ABSOLUTELY wild... i can defintely get in my own head.
• i ate hummus and pita chips and it was AMAZING. it's almost out tho. in my house there's wayy too much snacks! in a snack surplus atm.
• blinkies. I AM A WHORE for blinkies and stamps. i will keep adding more. maybe one day i'll add a layout! i wish i was a teen in the 2000s but sadly i was ~born in the wrong generation~
• if i was rich i think i would pay someone to be my laugh track...what is my obsession with making fun of myself? sometimes i feel like my only personality trait is being blunt and insensitive, which is really just a defense mechanism
• i am coming to the realization that i might be more egotistical than i thought. i think being soooooo insecure is also self-centered. how can i be more considerate towards others?

alright well that was deeply personal. fun fact i type with only 2 fingers so this was a pain to write.