when the night comes.

two nights ago i got into this deep "void feeling" just thinking about how cruel the world is, like yeah people say "oh well ignore it, obviously you will feel like that thinking about that stuff" but like what??? how do you want me ignoring all the things going around everywhere? thats like knowing that your neighbor is a serial killer and acting like they are not. but anyway i think that ignorance truly is a bliss. the world is a sick place at the end of the day. i am grateful for the life i have and im happy but those thoughts will always creep on the back of my head when the night comes.