life is good it is what it should be

idk why but this entire evening (its 11pm now) ive been randomly spontaneously crying

I am not depressed i know that i am not but the rest prolly match idk but i always get like this all randomly sad and crying it usually happens like once every few months lmao its happened every few months since my ex n i brokeup lmaoooooo i actually feel like i dont work properly lmao one of my fears is this this happening when im around ppl. i remember crying at my desk at work and ik for a fact ppl noticed cus ppl sat near me but no one said anyth. im mostly glad they did cus wtf would i reply lmaooooo

im listening to devil in a new dress the extended version. i think robin would love this, i should put him onto it cus he lovesss this song.

anyways its 11:15pm and i gotta go clean the bathroom for my father i told my father i would. i was supposed to play fortnite with my friends from work from 10 to 11 but one didnt text back and the other did but i was feeling all sad n shit and ik i wouldnt be fun to play with or talkative so just left it. my stomach kinda hurts which is strange cus i havent eaten much today so idk wtf its hurting

okay byebye. chore time. i love you. if ur reading this ur very cool and important to somebody. pls let ur mom know u love her 

<3