Thoughts of a 15 year old in 2002 (Series 9) - My Highschool Blog

This blog is very cringey! Like.... woah! I did not enjoy reading this one!

May. 13th, 2002 03:49 pm i'm pissed off!!!

my dad is starting to piss me off. he is now chosing my friends. I hate that. Just becuase I got smart with him on the day I got back from steph's house, he says that he don't like steph and i can't be here friend. that totally sux. but i'm not gonna listen to him. omg thius day was sooo fuckin funny. we were in orchestra and we were playing mozart/ allegro or something like that and then darrek all of a sudden says i just had a very bad thought. so i was like.....ok. then he told me. do you wanna know what is was......of course you do, you wouldn't be normal if ya didn't. well he said he pictured him fingering me by a fire hydren. why I don't know. I wonder if he still has feelings for me. I doubt it tho. I know i still have feelings for him and i think he knows that. but he gave me a hug today and i wouldn't let go of him. he pierced his lip by himself and I pierced my ear agian. i had to take it out tho cause it was infected. stupid me forget to starilize the safetypin. but oh well when i do it again it'll be on camera. See me and my friend gabe (who just broke up with a back stabbing bitch named lindsy.. ~Thank God~) are doing a video called violence pain and death. so we're doing a lot of stuff that is violent. it's cool. we're gonna be dressed all gothic looking and be mean to people. i can't tell you everything cause you might go to my school.i just got done eatting a pbj sandwich....yum, yum, yum! :) mothers day sucked i didn't spend it with my mom, but with my step-mom. my grandma died two weeks ago so it was hard on my mom because it was her first year not having a mother. well ne ways if my dad says one more stupid thing to me that doesn't make sence i will go off on him and i don't care if he grounds me because i have my radio and thats all that matters. nothing else. he doesn't know that which is good. hold i gotta go to the bathroom. ok back (like you needed to know that lol)i didn't do my homework this weekend so i borrowed emilies and didn't copy it but used it and mrs. cufr didn't even notice that it was someone else. now knowing my luck she realize it and tommorow tell me she knows and i get a zero on it. well gtg my dads home. so until i go off on my dad or another problem comes up lataz hataz.

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