Heaven officials blessing >>>

So a while ago I watched the animation for heaven officials blessing (idk what Chinese anime is called but ik it's got a different name) and I liked it but that was it, I found out about the books but I wasn't really interested in buying and reading them, my bsd obsession was already using a lot of money lol 

But then one day I found some of the books in Waterstones and decided to buy them cuz I didn't really have any more bsd related stuff that I wanted to buy and I had nothing better to do

So I start reading and I get the first book, they didn't have the second book so I also got the 3rd and just ordered the 2nd one, they said they would tell me when the order came. So I read the first one a bit, it took my a while cuz I kinda forgot bout it but I finished it and then a bit later the second came. It took more time to finish it but that's cuz I didn't read it as much, I liked it and then I started reading the 3rd one, i read half of it one night and read the rest the next night. After that I got the next one and read that in 2 nights also, the overall time it took was probably a few hrs to read both combined. I got the 5th one and almost read it in one night but I had read so much (and without my glasses) I was getting a headache and my back hurt from leaning over but I srsly could not stop reading. I'm waiting for the 6th one that I ordered right after I finished the other one and idk what I'm gonna do when I run outta content for it. 

It's taken over my life, I can't stop thinking of the characters and the story and I consume content from it everyday, I often get these types of obsessions with things and I have no idea how to stop it, when I like something I really fucking like it and make it my whole personality for like a few weeks, some times it gets so bad I have delusional attachments from it but I'm tryna work on that a bit lol

Anyway I wanna figure out why tf this keeps happening cuz I get so drained from these little obsessions :')