Life.. xP

Ermmm so like... life kinda sucks lately

Sorry to all the people who friend requested and tried 2 message me, I haven't been on at all. 

First of all, I'm dating a guy I don't even know why I am. I don't think I even like him. He just said he wanted to date me so I was like well ok then! xd It was so stupid of me and he's such a bad boyfriend. He cares more about his friends than me and they aren't even good friends. 

Secondly, I feel like I just want to disappear. If I could just fade into the background for however long and then come back later I would be fine with that. College isn't looking up any at all and it seems like I'll be stuck going to a shitty community one this year. I feel miserable. Everything is just miserable. I've relapsed in more ways than one and I've had so many people tell me such awful things about me to my face for no reason at all. I hate being me and I hate life right now. 

I'm trying to add the "right now" as much as I can because I have to remember dying isnt the answer! XD 

Anyways, I hope good things have happened with you guys. Can anyone tell me something good that's happened lately? I go first - I got my PS1 hooked up again :3