My muffinz

If you know you are one of the many people that I've been with for more than 2 years or so, I love you. and each day I hope we meet each other expectedly or unexpected. It's hard sticking up with my BS all the time but I'm glad I have you cause not only did u prove to me that I am worth it, you make me feel deserving of love or patience. despite the ugliness of my soul, you acknowledge every good part of it. although I wrote this blog around 2022-2023..  I am revising it now and putting more words into this. I carry what you have given me in the long run and you taught me how to see the light in the darkness itself or be the light in the dark. You have effected me with your form of love and I am thankful that it sculpted me into a more gentle version of myself than before. You played a crucial part in my life and being here with me is what I could ever be thankful for more than you know it. if you do really know me, you probably have done a lot already to keep me happy other than those who said they know me but kept me miserable. I was loved cause I was known and this blog is about those who taught me that. I love ya'll for making me feel like I'm not difficult that I'm not a hopeless being and word's won't be enough soon to express that.