incel type beat blog lmao

Everyone's been talking abt their gfs n bfs/crushes lately. I'm not jealous cuz no one at school is attractive to me (lol srry) but the idea of not having a bf made me feel lonelier. I wish i could find someone i can love n obsess over arghhh (｡╯︵╰｡) but it also kind of scares me cuz of my obsessive tendencies n abandonment issues. n talking to ppl is already mentally draining and anxiety-inducing so to start a relationship would be even harder lmao,,,

plslpspls i want a bf so bad pls i wanna love n be loved omfg idc at this point, a bf would solve all my problems by now omg please please please pleas im going insane. ill cuddle u, lots of kisses, give u cute gifts omfg all i need is ur love, attention n loyalty please omg ❤❤❤. i promise ill be careful!! ill be a good bf i swear!!! :33,,, im a little fucked in the head but u know,,, that wouldnt be a problem!!! <3 im sure ill be ur most perfect bf!!! ❤❤❤❤