love (again)

so i have a crush on this other girl. we js hungout td for the first time but i've known her for 4 years. it was so fun hanging w her. we went to the lake and took pics and i caught butterflies and it was sm fun. she's so kind and caring and cool. im p sure she's straight although she told me smth so im rly not sure. but shes so funny and beautiful and amazing. she bought me food and i was like i'll pay u back and she was like its okay but im still paying her back. everytime i look at her i js wanna hold her and tell her how much i like her but ik i shouldnt.