Why bother trying?

No one cares about me, no one will read this
Why go on?
I got kicked from 2 groups on MeWe that I actually enjoyed being in, for once.
Nothing makes sense.
My mother is angry at me.
I will be moving in a week, away from everyone I know and liked being around since April.
I am alone. No one will care if I do it.
I don't matter.