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i havent practiced violin since summer break starteted which isn not that weird (every last summer has beenn like this)an i always turn out fine when school strats again lmao
i got a beriot piece to learn (violin concerto no. 9 in a minor) and my teeacher keeps askiing me like wheredo i wanna go for college and keeps sayying that if i wanan study violin for college imma have to do much more work and practice 4 that but like,,,,, i have decided that i dont wannwt violin like YEARS ago its just not whta i wanna do with my life yknow an i dont even likke playing that much
dont get me wron gthough i freakign LOVE violin and how it sounds its a magivcal instrument like ungodly sounds it can produce and playing it just made me appreciate the instrument and the art of playing the instrtunment even more but i wouldnt put it for my life goal, maybe just a skill or a side gig (like playing smt at ppls weddingns can surely earn u a pretty penny ;) ) cuz i have bought my own violin ,meaning its not rented from the school
vivaldis summer allegro was a fun piece to learn though i will nevrer play it again im convinced it gives me like heart paplpatations when i play it cuz i found it hard to breathe a few times when i practiced but hey i didnt fall unconscious ! :D i have a wild life yknow
aaynyway thanks to every1 who took their time to read this ily<3
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stradivae
i love your honesty! i also play violin but i wanna work with it, i consider it a part of me, an extension of my abilities, but sometimes i also feel like you and i don't wanna take my instrument up and play :( in 8 years, i've never had motivation, i usually play songs that i like and i neglect the technique, which is a really bad thing because most of the songs i wanna play are difficult and not at my level. i really wanna work with violin but i find myself in your words, i've never played violin this summer and i feel so sad about that... this year will be the last one before my conservatory entrance exam and my teacher always says me that i will fail it... but the other teacher tell me that he only tries to make me give my best because of my excellent quick learning skill.
playing violin is difficult and i understand your willingness to quit, but i promise you can do it for your personal culture and because, damn it, you love it! i'm sure the love can show us the right way ;)