new job!

I GOT A JOB FINALLY!! it's not even something that i would normal be that excited for (retail), but i'm so desperate i was literally giddy when i got the call.

unfortunately, in the mean time i've still been feeling kinda down some days and can't seem to shake it. i think i just do a bad job at reaching out to my friends and struggle with guilt about not feeling purposeful. and bad weather hasn't been helping. but i have to remember that this will pass. before i know it i'll be back to college...

i went to a japanese breakfast concert with my dad last night and it was AMAZING (as expected!). i saw them at a music festival last summer so i knew what to expect but i was once again dazzled by michelle's charisma and beauty on stage,, not to mention the music! i knew every song lol.

i haven't been this depressed in a while so it's frustrating, but i still definitely have some things to be happy about :)