Tuesday, July 11th diary

 I had a lot of fun today!

 I kept talking to one person who I met a bit ago, they're really nice! They're a different timezone from me ( sadly ):) and they speak a whole other language! I couldn't even tell when I first met them! They write a lot better than I do, apparently they used to read dictionaries. I wish I was as cool as them.

 Anyways he (I keep forgetting to use ppls main pronouns instead of just they so I hope that didn't confuse yall bc I noticed I just used they :'() told me about someone in their real life that sucked. I wont talk about it alot but it was really concerning and he can't really do anything about them. I hope he stays safe

 Besides that I mainly just doodled and planned a little bit on this one story I'm making. I think I came up with an ending I like. It'd even let me make another book for it! That way I can restart and make it more coherent! I also played minecraft. Not alot, I'm not good at it and I'm always too nervous to actually adventure and shit. I need to work on that.

 I think that's it, me and the friend (Imma call them Jup bc the emoji on their discord name is Jupiter) talked about this rp that we're doing. Their responses in it are always so much better written than mine and I'm lowkey jealous lolll. Anyways we talked and I found out things about myself?

 I think I'm autistic? Jup said they thought I was today and yesterday. I also think I have like.. Compliment issues?? Like- I put a lot of myself in the characters I play and I made this one character has big ego issues where they need to be validated and shit?? And I kinda do a lotta shit to brag and stuff?? Idk if it's actually an issue or if I just like being complimented?? I don't think I have trauma related to not being complimented but you never know

 Anyways, overall today was really good.