Vent 7/11/23

Hey just need to fuxing vent rq. So last night absolutely fuxing sucked!!!!!!! I don't want to get into too many details for personal reasons but long story short another guy just wanted me for nudes and nothing else lol. The only thing that sucked the most was HE WAS MY FRIEND!! Like I'm down to do shit with friends but don't flirt me up ask me for nudes and the automatically be like "so lets never do this or speak of this again teehee" IDK I may just be dramatic right now due to the amount of pain I'm in from my period (also threw out my back so much fun) It just sucks cause it makes me feel so unwanted and so unloveable, like I'm just some quick fix or something. Hopefully the rest of the day will be better, Its my dads birthday so its been nice to have a distraction from all that but I def needed to get that off my chest. if you read all of that thanks for listening <33333

Hope you have an amazing day!!!!! <3 LOVE YA!!!!! X333