INSIDE

every month, an infinate train moves in a stil space coming from a tunnel, I don’t seem to move with the train as I stand on top of it like I am performing on stage. there’s a crowd down below on the grass field watching me, I see my old friend infront of me on the train as I push them off and smash their head in an oncoming train traffic sign. I stil remember seeing every piece and organ stretching leaving her body in schreds as the crowd gave me looks of dissatisfaction, I could only laugh.

when I was younger, my dad threatened to throw a gremblin plushie in my plastic green bathtub, being 5 I let out a loud scream. suddenly everyone is gone and the yellow light in my bathroom starts acting up as I heard loud bangs coming from my dim lit home. I try to hold the door closed until I wake up as I fight off a giant gremblin trying to eat me. 

everything in grey on my bday, there’s a lot of people walking past as I lay in someone’s arms, my hearing is bad and I understand no one, I can only remember my grandpa wearing a suit as he holds me.

my grandpa died almost a day after holding me.

just some of the reoccurring dreams I have-