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Lately, I’ve been feeling as though everything and everything are so far ahead of me.
It feels like my world just stopped all of sudden and I’m struggling to move forward even when I want to so badly.
I don’t want to die but living is so difficult! I of course have hope for a brighter future.
It’s just that I don’t know how to move forward with anything.
It’s like I’m stuck and still trying to process things that just happened.
I’m not sure if I make any sense..
There are so many beautiful and wonderful things in this world i’d love to see!! I want to travel and feel alive!!
I’d love to see so many things but I’m just stuck
I have opportunities to move and start new.
That’s absolutely terrifying to me because change is scary.
ugh （´＿｀）
Anyways, I just hope this weird feeling goes away…
I want to enjoy things without thinking about how far behind I am.
I love spending time with friends but when I hear about their achievements I get slightly jealous that they’re having no trouble adjusting and trying new things.
I want to be like that too!!!I want to achieve things too!!
I also feel as though they’ll all get so busy and we will just not have time for each other anymore 。・°°・(＞_＜)・°°・。
It’s hard growing up…so many responsibilities!
that concludes my rambling!
Thank you for reading if you decided to!
I apologize if it’s all over (；ω；)/
I hope you have a great day or night!
heres a song I really enjoy! o(^^o)
https://open.spotify.com/track/7rYJ8mHYJF2QyEtrLELD8g?si=nVGXbn24Szq6KPnIzhznlQ
It’s called calendar by off the menu ⸜(*˙꒳˙*)⸝ it’s a very lovely song!
ok peace out now!
Love, Dawo♡
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Cranky Old Witch
23 is a tough age, and especially these days. I do remember being 23 and feeling those same things.
Remember: You are not in competition with anyone else.
The world likes to dictate what you should feel is important like money, starting a family, and career, and all of that.
Those things are great. They can get you a sense of independence early, and if you want those things, you'll have to steer yourself towards those goals.
But you can certainly define YOUR life how YOU want to. You can choose the goals you want, and work towards those. Sure, it may not turn out how you expected, nor on the time frame you think it should, but if you're following YOUR goals, it will lead you somewhere.
Know yourself.
Know how the world around you works.
Know how to nudge the world with the changes you need.
Know how to change directions if there is a critical block.
Know how to FAIL! You will sometimes. Just like any of us, and you will have to try again, or try something else, and there's no time frame on any of that except your own.
And mostly, have patience with yourself!
Best of luck
This made so unbelievably happy ♡
I really appreciate hearing these words and it great to hear them from someone.
I will keep this in mind and focus on my goals!
I never realized how much I compared myself to others until recently.
I will learn to be more gentle with myself so thank you so much for your words💞 It really helped me!
Im so bad at replies, so apologies if I sound all over!
by ദ്ദിᐢ- ̫-ᐢ₎; ; Report
No apologies! You're doing fine!
by Cranky Old Witch; ; Report
I'm old and I still need to hear this! It's very hard not to compare myself with other people of the same profession :(
I think it's cool to sometimes see what other has achieved to learn from them, but to compare what we have almost always ends up with me feeling insufficient and ungrateful (this is one of the reason I'm on hiatus from Instagram!). Sometimes reality hits that everyone's story is different and I'm still learning to accept that even in my age.
So tysm for your kind and comforting words! And to Dawo, good luck and be safe! <3
by Lurm ✩彡; ; Report
by Cranky Old Witch; ; Report
Sonny
I will always be here for support :D we have been pals for how many years?? I look forward to the future because I have friends like you.
I love you very much!
You have got this (ง'̀-'́)ง
I love you too!! we’ve been friends for so long I can’t believe it (；ω；) Thank you for being in my life ♡
I will always be here to support you too!!!
by ദ്ദിᐢ- ̫-ᐢ₎; ; Report