game design is the bane of my existence

I HATE THIS DAMN COURSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

i should have done ui/graphic design... ok my options r limited cause the only other things i could do are animation and God knows i'd get a 1.8 gpa in music i'm sorry two and a half semesters of studying music and i still can;t convert doremi into cdegdfgkopw without writing it and one by one converting it. nor do i know how which cable is output and input and what my polar power signal is or whatevr 

AND I CAN'T BELIEVEEEEEEEEEEEEEE i do games full time and I STILL CAN'T CODE... I CAN'T TELL YOU WHAT A EULER DOES I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO DO MOVEMENT PLEASE I'M JUST A SILLY LIL DESIGNER AND NOW I HAV E TO DO MATH IN MY NEXT SEM?????????

lord have mercy on how bad my gpa will sink, oceangate can't even compare 2 this mess