a brand new start

one year on, i feel like ive changed a lot. used to think that i couldnt live without discord n my online friends, whatever happens, i gave it up, ive completely been true to myself n enjoy being 17 18yrs life, the most wonderful period of every person. years have passed, experiencing many joys n sorrows, altho i was born in the cold weather of late nov, but i always feel like i hv matured b4 my age. i often think a lot. but feel grateful to myself cs i am always a positive thinker, after many seasons of falling apart, i realized that the separation was js a lesson 4 me to grow up, i hv cut many relationships in the past, i am an upright person, if i do not want sumone to interfere in my life anymore, i will straightforwardly block em outta my life witout hesitation, pride of mine got rid of unnecessary relationships, i am bout to take another big turn, will live far away from my parents in a strange country, more than 8000km from my hometown, 12h30' flight. alrdy feel smt kicking in, a little nervous, way more excited. i feel a little more suited to western culture, im stubborn, difficult to control, reckless, self determined. no matter what kinda person i will become, im super proud of me myself n i bravely step forward every day.